It's two weeks into the friends with benefits type arrangement that I have entered into. He works away during the week, but every night that he's been around we have spent together. So, 8 nights so far. And pretty much all of the rest of our spare time.
It's going really well, in that I really like spending time with him. I think he's quite keen for things to progress into a relationship, although he does know about my situation in detail (we were quite close friends before we started sleeping together...), and says that he doesn't want to rush me. In all honesty, I probably would be happy to get into a relationship with him, if it wasn't for the nagging feeling that this is EXACTLY what I've done before (see previous post). Am I so scared of being alone that I've jumped onto the nearest man and coerced him into wanting me? Or is this is a fantastic opportunity for a wonderful relationship?
Anyway, I guess it's OK to wait and see how things go. In the meantime, the sex is out of this world, and having cuddles again is really lovely. And he's a great kisser. Oh dear what have I got myself into...
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